It hurts right here...

Here is the news: Robert and I broke up. There's a lot more to it, but that's what it all boils down to. The distance sucked too much, and it screwed us both over. It has been a week, and guess what? Still hasn't helped a bit. I still miss him like crazy...this sucks so bad. I don't know how he feels about all this, but I feel like my heart has just totally been ripped out of my chest...and that I did it to myself. Maybe it will be easier after Valentine's Day, when everyone stops being so drunk on love and starts being somewhat normal again. Until then...I just wish the pain would go away.